Toughest of Times

There tough times, there are tougher times and then there are the toughest of times. Right now, up until this point in my life, my kids and I are in the toughest times we've ever been in. My faith in God is the lowest it's ever been but somehow not extinguished. My faith in people especially in my faith is even lower than my faith in God. Family and friends that I thought would be there for us no matter what, just aren't. We are being mocked, God is being mocked and unless something changes, our story will be one of those sad stories that people wonder why no one stopped the situation or that there was some kind of action that we did to deserve this. Other than loving God and my children there is nothing that I or my kids have done to go through what we are.